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The Diary of River Saphory -- Written by Jon
Written by Jon
Dear Diary,
It is the night before we travel into the sewers below the the Temple of Pelor and I must admit, I am more nervous about today than I am tomorrow. I tried to sleep with one of the High Priests and while he is a bit older... he is rather good looking and he sounded like he swung my way. I got ahead of myself and I blew it. I blew it royally. I feel so bad given that they have shown nothing but kindness and the first thing I tried to do was bed him! Sure he is good looking but I wasn't thinking. I hope that the rest of my companions don't hold it against me should they find out. I already feel like I have blown it with Luke and I know he enjoyed it! I can't believe that I have blown it so spectacularly.
When tomorrow comes around I truly hope that the High Priest does not hold it against me though I think that he will, I mean a gay guy just hit on him and while he is very much similar, he actually doesn't like men and I feel jus terrible about it. Maybe I will get lucky and somehow pulling off whatever we are going to be doing will fix it. I hope it does, and I hope it allows me to talk to Luke finally on what happened.
The party I am with is an interesting group, we have Duckie, this cutsie cleric of Pelor with this amazing red hair, she is very... interesting and blunders around in a very cutesie. I think she is the only one to accept me for who I am and I am very much drawn to her as a companion. I find it rather ironic that a cleric is ok with my life choices but then again, that probably isn't the craziest things I have seen.
At the same time the one I even slept with, the fighter Luke. He isn't bad looking and I was able to sleep with him on our way over here. He was very caring and he is amazing when it comes to fighter, shame that I was able to beat him in swordplay. Though since the pleasure of that night he wont talk to me and it really saddens me. I don't know how to take it really. Part of me wishes to cry over it just because I just want to be friends with him, but alas nothing happened.
There is also the quiet and frumpy Shreider. I don't know much about him but he is always so grumpy. I would like to make him happy somehow, but I don't want to make the same mistake as I did with Luke.
As for Malakai, the evil cleric of Nerull I am wary of him, but it does make sense on why he is Morbid and I hope given that we all know that we can make him on the side of good... at least not of Nerull. Then again if it wasn't for this damn prophecy I hear I don't think I could care.
I just want to be accepted but I get the feeling that because I messed up royally that it wont ever happen. Who knows... either way I must keep trying, and should I not make it out alive tomorrow, I guess it wont matter. But should a miracle happen and I get out alive, I hope that the group will view me in a better light.
~River Saphory
Dear Diary,
It is the night before we travel into the sewers below the the Temple of Pelor and I must admit, I am more nervous about today than I am tomorrow. I tried to sleep with one of the High Priests and while he is a bit older... he is rather good looking and he sounded like he swung my way. I got ahead of myself and I blew it. I blew it royally. I feel so bad given that they have shown nothing but kindness and the first thing I tried to do was bed him! Sure he is good looking but I wasn't thinking. I hope that the rest of my companions don't hold it against me should they find out. I already feel like I have blown it with Luke and I know he enjoyed it! I can't believe that I have blown it so spectacularly.
When tomorrow comes around I truly hope that the High Priest does not hold it against me though I think that he will, I mean a gay guy just hit on him and while he is very much similar, he actually doesn't like men and I feel jus terrible about it. Maybe I will get lucky and somehow pulling off whatever we are going to be doing will fix it. I hope it does, and I hope it allows me to talk to Luke finally on what happened.
The party I am with is an interesting group, we have Duckie, this cutsie cleric of Pelor with this amazing red hair, she is very... interesting and blunders around in a very cutesie. I think she is the only one to accept me for who I am and I am very much drawn to her as a companion. I find it rather ironic that a cleric is ok with my life choices but then again, that probably isn't the craziest things I have seen.
At the same time the one I even slept with, the fighter Luke. He isn't bad looking and I was able to sleep with him on our way over here. He was very caring and he is amazing when it comes to fighter, shame that I was able to beat him in swordplay. Though since the pleasure of that night he wont talk to me and it really saddens me. I don't know how to take it really. Part of me wishes to cry over it just because I just want to be friends with him, but alas nothing happened.
There is also the quiet and frumpy Shreider. I don't know much about him but he is always so grumpy. I would like to make him happy somehow, but I don't want to make the same mistake as I did with Luke.
As for Malakai, the evil cleric of Nerull I am wary of him, but it does make sense on why he is Morbid and I hope given that we all know that we can make him on the side of good... at least not of Nerull. Then again if it wasn't for this damn prophecy I hear I don't think I could care.
I just want to be accepted but I get the feeling that because I messed up royally that it wont ever happen. Who knows... either way I must keep trying, and should I not make it out alive tomorrow, I guess it wont matter. But should a miracle happen and I get out alive, I hope that the group will view me in a better light.
~River Saphory